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i think that making lists are easier than writing down my feelings and describing recent events and what not.
to this day:
feeling:
1. bored
2. sad
3. antsy
4. pumped
currently doing:
1. watching both of my dogs run around and play like the puppies they are
2.watching the adventures of babysitting (gotta love 80s movies)
3. missing lili
4. wishing i could win the lottery
5. stressing out about the job interview i have in two hours
6. getting ready for art basel!
wishes:
1. too much to post
wants:
1. good times.
2. and a good camera
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[June 29th, 2008 @ 6:55pm] |
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And yet again another delayed entry.
Whatever.
Key points~
1. grad nite (sucked) and prom
2. graduation! finally...
3. work at the roasted bean
4. fun in between
5. lili leaving :[[
6. currently in d.c.
there. life.
Pictures! :]
http://pics.livejournal.com/hithenameskiki/gallery/0000apfd
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[March 17th, 2008 @ 10:27pm] |
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Happy St. Patrick's day everyone who celebrates it a little.
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Again, I guess I only really update this thing when I remember to. And when I do remember to remember to write in here, my life usually has changed so much.
As people already know, Alejandro and I are well... just friends. It broke my heart but I have to admit I'm over it and I can only be happy that we remained such good friends and for his happiness. He and I have different piorities (if that's how you even spell it) right now and I respect his decisions. ( :[ )
Still suffering from senioritis (go figure), and still wishing this school year would end already. But honestly, I'm glad about life sometimes. I have gotten closer to some people, made new friends and kept my good ol ones. Its been good in general.
So, taking time out to do this....:
One: You are going to know this is you. I mean its pretty obvious. You have been like my sister and best friend for sometime now. You've truly been there for me a hundred percent, you would never betray me or put me second to anyone and I do the same to you. You're the one person I can see myself talking to and getting old with. Te quierrooo! I'll miss you like crazy when you leave. Constant trips to the north are in order.
Two: We've been friends for a bit now. And everytime I'm with you, its an adventure. I like how we can talk about our loves, and how we get extremely too attach to the boys we like. You've listen to me cry and you comfort me by being yourself. Even though I worry that you get too crazy sometime, I'm always geniunely here for you. You know you can call.
Three: I've known you since your freshman year, and you have changed before my eyes. But yet, you still are a lovable kid underneath the whole "asshole" type of guy. We argue about things, morals and why people do things and even though you always have to disagree with me, I still enjoy it.
Four: Yay! You are so easy to like and become friends with. We don't really hang out alot since you live a bit far, but I really do I wish I could hang out with you so much more often. You're younger and I dislike your older brother but you make me laugh and you take pictures of everyone at all times just like me... finally someone willing to take annoying candid pics with me!
Five: You go with four since the two of you are best friends. Well, the same to you really. you're sweet and funny and I simply adore your laugh! I wish I lived closer so we could really get to know each other. :[
Six: Let's see. I have known you since 6th grade and you always hung out with the "tough" crowd but really you're so sweet. I have never known someone quite as lovely as you. You're super pretty but yet you're so modest and you look for the best in everyone. No wonder all pets love yoU! I'm soooo glad we're hanging out more and getting to become better friends. Not to mention you live like right next to me. Please, let's continue hanging!
Seven: Well, anyone can guess who you are. You came to me at such a vulnerable stage of my life where I thought I was going to be lonely in my life but thank you for opening my eyes to being a more confident person. We've had good times and I would never hate you for ending what we had even though it came all the way from the left field. Just promise we'll continue to be close friends and talk about everything in our lives. I don't think I could handle not talking to you.
Eight: To be honest, I was so intimidated by you. I thought you would like punch me or something if I annoyed you. I'm so glad I was totally wrong. You're absolutely hilarious, thoughtful and make me laugh till I'm about to pee. We're going to hang out more to be sure of!
Nine: You're like my older sister I never had. You come in and out of my life but everytime you do, we talk intensely like nothing has changed between us and you always give me the best advice. I hope our plans go through and we end up moving together. Craft buddies forever!
Ten: You're absolutely lovable and yet annoying. You get drunk but you're hilarious. We use to hang out everyday but its okay. I see you from time to time and you always manage to be the loudest person I know. Haha, nobody I think can compete with your set of black lunnggs! :}
Eleven: Everytime I watch Stephen Colbert on TV, I think of you. You're funny and sweet. I don't know why but it seems like we don't hang out as much as we should. Still I'm glad I'm friends with you all the same. I don't think my school days would be as bright if I didn't get those intense hugs!
Twelve: We use to be extremely close but things and people change. You taught me vaulable things in my life, like how I should be strong enough to go for the things I want, to take chances, to treat with humor and to accept change in every aspect in my life. I don't think you showed me those things but you did. I thought you just turned into an asshole and I felt a little betrayed to be honest that we grew apart when I left the country. But now I see I was wrong and you just changed as anyone would. I hope the best for you, I really do. I love seeing you happy and your jokes just seem to get funnier. I just hope you view me as a good friend as well.
Thirteen: You had my heart, I swear, on the palm of your hand. You took advantage of that and then tore it up with text messages. I'm not angry at you anymore but I wished you would be honest with me. I just hope we continue to be good friends as we are now.
Fourteen: Everytime I look at blanket, sweaters or such, I think..."Is it crochet? Or knitted?" You would know. I thought you scary at first but I was totally wrong. You're absolutely chill and nice, funny and different. I'm so glad we became friends!
Fifteen: We use to be such good friends when you transfered in the middle of eighth. Since we went to different high school we fell out of touch. Let's hang out and catch up? ://
Sixteen: Loud and energetic. I think that describes you. You're always finding new things to pierce and new styles to try. I lovee every one of your outfits! Ugh, but we don't hang out anymore due tooo... idk, work? different things? Whatever, hang out now! return to the days of coming over with tons of candies and blockbuster moviess. Herro??
Seventeen: (And last one, my hands are cramping up.) We're pretty much friends cause you're going out with my friend. But you're a really sweet kid and I really enjoy talking to you and just chilling. Let's really be friends without feeling like we're required to do so! :]]
End of i guess this whole thing. I know I missed out alot of people and I'll continue once I get feeling in my hands again.
Oh btw, I lost my phone again guys! So if you're trying to text me... i won't get it! :///
WAH> WHA>WAHHHH>>>>
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[February 3rd, 2008 @ 5:39pm] |
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The weekend was pretty good.
Been sick for part of it but I'm goood. :]
Saturday beach day which really turned into a beach night was really cool. I'm so glad I have some people as friends, they make me smile.
Lili, I love you. There isnt much more to say. Thanks for that beautiful and touching paragraph on how you feel about me.
Really, I would do the same and see if people can guess who's who. Unfortunately, I'm not that dedicated at the moment.
I feel though, like I haven't really talked to people. I want to deepen my friendships with others, to have spectaculat conversations and get useful advice. Let's talk! :]
UGH SCHOOL TMRW. Blah gotta go die.
Btw, my lil sister is the cutessssssssst!
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[November 27th, 2007 @ 3:22pm] |
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Wow, its been a long time since I posted something on this! I had too much stuff to do and honestly not enough time to go on the computer for anything lately.
But there has definitely been so much change in my life that sometimes I have to take a second to stop and think everything over. Thankfully though, most (although not all) of the changes have been good and I always have one thing constant in my life...
I'm happy, I think or at least I'm sure I am.
Let's move on to Thanksgiving guys...and the fact that I ate the best turkey of my life? Haha, not earth-shaking news but nonetheless, it was FANTASTIC. Honeybaked and everything, yum!
Hmm, other than that, I just cleaned my entire house. I feel proud and smell like bleach. Ha!
p.s. Lets all be friends, eh?
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[August 27th, 2007 @ 7:28pm] |
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its school and i'm pretty happy.
it gives me something to do.
finally back from panama but i miss my friends there.
although i missed my friends here in florida.
good to be back?
yep.
surprised at the changes i found.
you bet your sweet ass i am.
getting my license on friday guys, btw.
be warned! :P
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[July 27th, 2007 @ 1:32pm] |
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pretty nice and relaxing.
didnt get sufjan wrapped up in a bow but still
im content.
officially 17 but i still feel the same.
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[July 22nd, 2007 @ 12:40am] |
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Ok
I get kicked out of the club called Gallery.
Great, so this time I tell my grandma that Im going out again to a different one with my friend Andrea and some friends of her from the unversity.
Srsly, it was great.
But we got in trouble for going out.
Again.. :{
Something also happened that night that was great buttttt turned into a mess.
Ugh, why cant things be simple nowadays?
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[July 19th, 2007 @ 12:42am] |
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i got kicked out of a club
fml.
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[July 12th, 2007 @ 9:27pm] |
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so i got a job working as a part time assistant to my friend patsy who works at universal music centroamerica distributing music and organizing events.
today i got stuck scanning all the newspaper articles she written and emailed them to her boss.
ugh
but i got to go and help her interview a famous local artist who was really nice although somewhat talkative.
then we went to view a heavy metal band at their personal studio and watch their work...i swear i never had such a big headache in my life. they sucked ass.
i swear i have been walking around and what not, my feet are dead to me. i cant feel them....
oh and
hate hate hate humidty.
why such a useless thing god?
my friend promised me to go to the historic part of panama for some interesting photos so i hope i get to do that. :)
although its been great hanging out with my tia mari, sebastian, andrea and visiting my grandparents... i absolutely miss sofla.
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[June 28th, 2007 @ 12:10pm] |
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Words can't even describe how depressed I've been getting.
And usually I'm happy even when my life is spiralling out of control but this..
this is insane.
I'm cast off into Panama by my mom as of July 10th till August 19th.
Kill me.
Oh and my dad left weeks ago but its finally sinking in that he's not here when I want to talk to him about my problems.
I guess you can call me a control freak but I like knowing I make the decisions in my life so when I make a mistake, its my fault. But my mom has been getting stricter with me ever since she realized that I'm growing up. I have been pretty mature all my life but my mom noticed that hey, I'm turning 18 in a year.
And on top of this, I've been depressed for another reason. But that, I'll keep to myself.
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[June 22nd, 2007 @ 4:30pm] |
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the party was amazing and out of control.
and yes i admit so was i.
but you know everyone had a good time while it lasted before the po9 came and shut down the whole party.
oh but i would never trade this experience for anything in the world.
:D<3
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[June 16th, 2007 @ 9:52pm] |
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There is really nothing I can say, otherthan I'm home safe and sound.
My flight was delayed a good 30 minutes which sucked.
But Lili, Joey and Erica all picked me up at the airport since my mom was busy with my sick brother. I'm so glad that I'm (not to sound corny but yeahhh) blessed to have great friends I can trust.
Anyways, after getting my luggage and Joey making fun of me carrying around a big box of Korean ramen as a carry-on, we went back to my house, where we experience the spicy delight of ramen. :D
But yeah, basically I'm pooped.
PARTYYYY NOw CALL ME LOLZ!
desperate?
haha!
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[June 6th, 2007 @ 11:25am] |
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Yesterday I went to a farm, an actual farm.
Picked a lot of cherries, played fetch with a dog and listened to Feist.
My day was complete relaxation.
Oh and I watched Cinderella 3.
It made me cry. :[
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[June 4th, 2007 @ 10:35am] |
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Sorry about yesterday's post. I was sort of rushed since I was taking care of my two little half sisters Jocelyn and Carolyn. As soon as I take pictures I'm going to post them on here. They are so Korean, it's absolutely adorable.
But here's one picture of Caroyln, who's about 2 1/2 years old:
So anyways, I still haven't done anything as of yet...I went to church, a Korean presbyterian church, and met all my dad's friends and kids sort of my age. They are all pretty chill, although over here in Maryland kids are still in school...SUCKS! :P
After that, I pretty much just hung out at the house, tried to watch Lady of the Water and Jackass 2, ended up watching some weird yet strangely entertaining Korean comedy thing that sort of reminded me of Whose Line is it Anyways and crashed.
Today the weather looks better than yesterday, the sun is actually visible to the eye! Hopefully I can get a tan over here because every time I tried in Florida it either, rained or my parents said no to the beach. Bleh!
>:[
But one thing is for sure, I'm not so ethusiactic about having kids. Especially when they go through their terrible twos. Sigghhhhh.
I have also thought about some things, and I don't know what to say about my feelings. The heart is something really indescriable. A lot of things have changed and some definitely not for the better. My two best friends are now separate. No longer its the three of us and it sort of makes me sad. Oh, and there is somebody else but that's something I don't like to get into. :[
But I guess I shall remain optimistic about my life. I mean I have it, I have a roof over my head, family, friends that I completely adore and love, my future to look forward to, food in my stomach (although I'm kind of hungry), and the fact there are people out there with so much less than me, I feel selfish when I'm depressed. That's why not a lot of people see me gloomy.
That reminds me, I need a job over the summer. Where should I work? :0
Oh, and my bday is coming soooooooonnnnnnnn!!!!
And the thing I want most is...
What can I say? I'm clearly obsessed but you have no idea how much his music calms me. Its hard for me to find one singer that I absolutely love and am able to listen to the whole cd....guys, I know its corny but you are probably going to hear me ramble about my future husband in this lj! :P Just bear with me...haha!
Romulus: Listen to this and prepare to be mellow.
Once when our mother called
She had a voice of last year's cough
We passed around the phone
Sharing a word about Oregon
When my turn came, I was ashamed
When my turn came, I was ashamed
Once when we moved away
She came to Romulus for a day
Her Chevrolet broke down
We prayed it'd never be fixed or found
We touched her hair, we touched her hair
We touched her hair, we touched her hair
When she had her last child
Once when she had some boyfriends, some wild
She moved away quite far
Our grandpa bought us a new VCR
We watched it all night, we grew up in spite of it
We watched it all night, we grew up in spite of it
We saw her once last fall
Our grandpa died in a hospital gown
She didn't seem to care
She smoked in her room and colored her hair
And I was ashamed, I was ashamed of her
I was ashamed, I was ashamed of her
I was ashamed, I was ashamed of her
I was ashamed of her
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| Chillin in Maryland...Literally. |
[June 3rd, 2007 @ 7:05pm] |
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So much for the weatherpeople these days. Can't trust them with predicting mother nature.
Anyways, I created this LJ to update my friends on my life...so here it goes.
I'm in Maryland. Its cold.
Just messing around! I guess I'll start in the beginning...
Saturday morning I woke up thanks to my mom becuase the night before I came home late since I was hanging out with Loren, Jeff, Emilio, Caitlin, Nick and Nick's cousin.
My lovely mom thought it was a great time to start to argue with me, telling me that I have my piorities wrong and I'm betraying her by trusting my step-dad. Jeezzz, well whatever. I got dress and I got to the airport, checked in, said bye to my family, peel my mom from hugging me, went through secruity and basically stared at all the ugly people in the airport.
And by the grace of the big guy upstairs, my flight was delayed by an hour. Woopie!
I got to the airport, met up with my dad and my little sister Jocelyn and then went to the house.
So far, I've met with so many koreans than I can count. But they are all so nice! :]
I miss Florida though because I'm use to it.
And I miss Lili terribly and my friends......
Gotta sign off for now, more later!
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[April 21st, 2007 @ 6:58pm] |
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Okay, so I have said many countless times before, to others and myself, that I would never in my life get a stinkin livejournal or short LJ for those who are too lazy to say the whole name. Well, so much for my independence? I fell into theLJ bandwagon with all its glory. I should warn folks out there...I suck balls at writing. But I pride myself in knowing though, I write normal correct English (most of the time) unlike most people at my age.
Now another thing, my life is utterly boring I don't think even me lying would make it exciting. Its that uneventful, which could be considered a blessing. But that would defeat the point of LJ, would it?
Oh well...
Continuing, I guess I should start out by writing about my weekend. On a very merry 4/20, I went to school unlike many. School, I guess, is irritating not surprising at all. I absolutely loathe Alg 2 and physics. Only one word could describe physics class, blah. The teacher has a monotone voice which drones me to sleep so the only thing I ever benefit from that class is a wonderful hour nap.
Other than horrid classes, what I hate about school are the amount of drama between some people. Everyone hates someoone there, and I hate that. But what can you do...although I feel as though people examined me whenever I walk and judge me by my clothes and the people I talk to. Lifes a bitch, eh?
Friday night, I met up with my wonderful best friends in the world and spent a lovely evening with them which the highlight was we almost peed our pants laughing in Joe's Picasso because of Fred. Fred is a very patient and funny employee at Joe's.
Today is crap. I cleaned my room and that was the climax of my day. I look like crap and I feel ten times worse. It doesn't help that some of my friends don't get or choose to ignore my sarcasm as they plan to go out and not include me. But whatever, live and let live...I guess.
I hate that though, when you finally get close to a person and then you get dumped and ditched. This just happened to me and sometimes I don't even know what to do. He's whatever.....I need TRUE friends not temp ones, thanks.
ANYWAYS,
CLAP YOUR HANDS SAY YEAH @ Revolution in Ft. Lauderdale.
Come all, come one!
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I really can't wait to see them...I recommend everyone to listen to Heavy Metal from their self-titled and self-released record (their first one). I'm obsessed with that song, its pretty wicked.
Well, that is it for now...surprisingly long for me. Whoo! My fingers hurt now.
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